There are a lot of things in my life that I hope are not permanent I think that is a massive understatement.

I am looking forward to my break just got to get through the next 4 days.

Looking forward to hanging with a special someone on Tuesday night too.

I’m also very excited to see my best mate again in a week or so ! It’s been too long .

I can’t believe a year ago today I was sitting down as a family to watch a film and have take away . Seams like a Absolute life time ago a split universe from where I am right now.


See The Good.

I’m past seeing the good in certain people now. Or having any sort of sympathy.

They make the choice to lie and to minipulate.

Today I’m focusing on the good. I’m really looking forward to the charity work I’ve signed me and the boys up too.

We are doing a litter pick next month along the beach it’s going to be super fun and I’m a big hippy at heart so it’s great to give something back.

Also had another amazing weekend been away traveling with my mate and did a bar crawl around some amazing alternative bars ! Bar number 10 did us 😂 we where broken after that.

I woke up fresh however and had a little Pokemon hunt ….

And traveled back had enough time when I got back to have a walk and play some more pokemon and caught this beaut.

Been after one for a while didn’t manage during the event .

While exploring I was able to take some new photos too always loved photos that shine a light on something like fly tipping for example. Oh and photos with a story behind it.

Also the preparation for the holiday is underway and getting fully loaded with stuff to take to have fun with the kids.

Looks random I know. Just getting little bits together should be loads of fun .

And also had the news that my best mate is coming to visit me . He sent me this old picture of us in the post he had sharpened up as it’s sooooooo old 😂 to break the news to me . I’m so exited can’t wait too see him and have many geeky board nights and hangs.

So yeah focus on the good things and remember people….

But don’t let that stop you living.

What A Weekend ….

Started with a random drive too…. Edinburgh !

I did some Pokemon & meet some cool people. Did a few 5 star raids and just explored had a few drinks then went back to my apartment.

I got myself all ready and took myself on a pub crawl around some really old and rough pubs.

This beer was like rocket fuel ! So after walking around tipsy .. I found myself at a bar called labowskies. Great themed bar all about the film. One of my favorites.

Of course those of you that no the film will understand why I had to have this….

A white Russian.

I took it outside and a woman told me that I should hide it because it wasn’t allowed 😂

We got talking and ended up tagging along to a jazz bar ! It was in a basement then band was amazing. Then I bailed … And realized I was lost and drunk .. so I just continued my pub crawl until I found a taxi . Got dropped off near the apartment grabbed some pizza and headed back.

The bed was so comfortable but maybe I needed it.

Then in the morning I drove home. I really enjoyed the drive there and back 3 hours each way. I’ve done so many random things like this I love it.

Then on Saturday it was my son’s 10th birthday 👌

He loved his main gift nearly bigger than him! Serious bit of kit.

And I knocked up some party food was themed everything on the table was food that he likes. So mainly sweet stuff 🙈

Then Sunday we went swimming , peddle boat & had some food out.

Great end to a great weekend.

The weekend really started with me wanting to run away. Forgot about what this time last year was like. To not have to think about the lies. I keep trying to remember the good times but it’s all clouded by bullshit.

However I’ve focused on the right people this weekend and I hope everyone else has had a great weekend .

Getting Ready.

Decided to raise some money for charity. Haven’t been able to do that for a while . So glad my supporters on other platforms are helping me already with generous donations.

I am doing the million step challange for Diabetes UK !

Basically starting next month I will need to walk an avarage of 10,000 steps a day .

Its a really good cause and it’s something I feel like I can achieve with some hard work.

I wrote a blog on here years back about my sex life. It was a bit of a mess to read but it talked about my problems with ED ( erectile disfunction) . How it upset me and made me feel low. My partner at the time suggested that I could have had diabetes as it’s a symptom. I was very happy to find out that i did not have diabetes and it was more a reflection of how I felt in that relationship at the time. As I said in my blog it made me uncomfortable and do things I didn’t like doing … For example talking to people about having ED .

When I thought I might have had diabetes I did research into what it was like to have diabetes and how crippling it can be for others. I hope in some little way I can help.

If anyone would like to donate hear is the link Click Here To Donate

Thanks Guys ✌️