I seam to be kicking my ass over and over the same shit recently.
Just not really felt very positive about myself or the impact I have on other people.
I am often finding myself down the negitive side of anxiety when you think all the worries and all the bull shit is because I’m broken and why the fuck can’t I fix it ?
At the moment I am having a lot of support from my partner even though she dosent seam to realise. Sometimes just being able to enjoy the peace of cuddling into her and watching something and letting myself relax is the best feeling in the world.
I never and I mean never feel like that.
Also been able to talk to her and even making long calls (normally calls freak me out )
So time to move the fuck on with life. Put this worry and doubt behind me and continue to stay strong.