When i find the love I’m sure i will go for it 😂
However at the moment my love is coming from my friends and my family. I’ve had some tough times and at times i do feel like I’m drifting three life but hey. I’m here . I’m sure things will get better ✌️
I try to stay calm day to day and rise about situations but it’s important to no that it’s okay to lose it one and a while.
That dose not mean that you should be losing it all the time. You got to find a balance.
How do you no if you’ve gone to far though? Suppose you don’t till you do. Spend some time after making it up.
As i get older I have less of a filter.
This doesn’t mean that i am walking around day to day offending people. It just means that if i don’t like you and you’ve given me reason for that i won’t hold back and i wont make the effort to change my opinion of you unless you begin to change.
I realised at work there is one member of staff who always asks “why are you always such a dick?”
I thought about this quite a while then concluded that she is the only one who asks me and i have less patience with her because i don’t like her . She has qualitys that i would usually avoid but unfortunately i have to work with her.
Suppose if everyone started asking me that I’d be worried ?
Sometimes it can be hard trying to find the happiness in the world around us.
It’s something I try a different force myself into the habbit off doing on some days others it becomes natural.
It’s a way to take control of your worries and your anxity , search for a possitive and cling on to it.
Guess what I love???… You. Thanks for reading.
Now today I got caught up in a lot of hate and arguments and I was as bad as the people I was mad at.
So let’s talked about something I love and you share something you love in the comment section.
I love music. I love the variaty and I love how it brings people together. How it can make you feel and how one song can touch people in different ways.
I’ve wished for honesty a lot in my life and rarely received it. I realised a long time ago that I shouldn’t concern myself with others honesty but to be honest myself.
This lead to uncomfortable situations that my anxiety tells me to avoid but I feel stronger if I make it through it.
Screw it you can’t live your life like this…We no this. So why do we?
Depends on the day for me I like to make the effort to take chances most of the time but it sure as hell is scary.
The problem is getting hurt the more it happens dosent seam to toughen me up just makes me more worried for the next hurt round the corner.
But fuck it I must be a gluten for punishment.