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Another Great Night 👌

So ready for sleep right now. I feel like I’ve been sleeping less as I’ve been busy doing various things but when I do sleep man do I sleep ! It’s great.

So time to pop on a pod cast and hope I dream of something nice . 

Peace out world see you on the other side 👌

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Single & Happy.

I can genuinely say this right now this is the most content I’ve found myself for a long time. 

I have a strong group of friends around me and I happy in my job for the most part.

I spend loads of time with my kids and I’ve made a lot of possitve changes in my life and hope to continue to do so.

Do I still have anxious moments every night. Yes. My podcasts keep me sane as I sleep.

Love you world. 
✌️
Side note found out two people I briefly knew have been married. They don’t like me but I like them and I’m daym happy for them. Wouldn’t be able to say it to them or anywhere else so this Is my little way of acknowledging it . Wishing them all the best and happiness they deserve it.

Nightmare… Actually I Loved It.

You ever had a good dream woke up and thought god daym I was enjoying that. We’ll that happened last night I have three vivid dreams that I woke up from I can only remember one.

Zombie apocalypse !!

I was running down a street being chased by some of the undead however they were quite a distance from me. There was another guy running with me but I didn’t know him.

I could see I hiding spot behind a old wall ….

No idea what it was doing in a city.

I was hoping the other guy would keep running and draw the zombies away from me. He instead joined me ..that’s when I turned into a dick.

I told him “stay here I will get help” jumped out from the wall and through a stone against it making noise so zombies were attracted to him and I got away while they got him…


From there I went into a house through a metal garage . It was full of weapons . I was over whelmed and didn’t no witch one to pick. Then I heard a dog barking .

Went into the rest of the house to see a dog chained up in the living room barking. I went back into the garage to get something to cut his chain.
It was atractting lots of zombies so I was going to let him outside to give them a run and destract once again from me. This time though the dog just walked through them as  they headed to me…….
Anyway there was quite a bit more to that dream but I’m getting tired and hoping I have a good dream again tonight.

Don’t Be Sad.


How many times have we said this to someone or has it said to us. Sometimes we are left without anything else to say.

I’ve been trying very hard to focus on my happiness at the moment and for the most part it is paying off. 

This time last year I was so happy. New love and we shared an amazing bank holiday together. I won’t forget that. Was that my one chance of Real happiness . Probably not. It’s a great memory though .

I can’t be that happy again I just no it.