This is the second diary and this is for me to look back on . I will be editing and adding every other day. Feel free to like & Comment.
17th Jan 2017
So today I’ve felt pretty good . Slept well last night and that happens rarely .
Last night was one of those rare occasions. I’d had a good day. I’d been on a date bowling and absolutely wooped her…Not sure if your supposed to do that on a first date but me.
I ain’t getting into it but she’s pretty daym cool.
Once I’d woken up refreshed it was the for work.
For me that’s chefing. Today was very quite and started my new 7-2pm shifts . Finishing at 2 has been daugnting as it leaves me with a lot of time on my hands.
Today I took up some of that time by hitting the gym.
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After the gym it was time to chill for a bit I was knackerd and very red faced….
A horrible photo but hopefully it gives you a laugh !
Later on I met my friend Paul and went Pokémon hunting it was nice just chilling with Paul and having a good catch up.
Now time for me to wind down with a happy pod cast and hopefully have another great night’s sleep. ✌️
18 Jan 2017
Last night I slept well and heavy feel a little half asleep as I travel to work.
I stopped at the local news agent to be served but a repulsive new starter trying to engage in conversation. I thought to myself “not today”.
A morning were little social interaction would be appreciated.
I cheered up threw the day thank good and soon it was 2pm and time to finish work.
I’d over done it at the gym so knees were sore . Rest day today !
I visited my Gran tonight . She is getting more forgetful and less independent since her last visit. It’s tough on my Mam so I try and support her as much as I can. Even if it’s just going with her to visit.
Have not bloged in a while keeping busy but not busy.
I started dating a woman it was going pretty good however I didn’t feel any electricity any want for her. Before I could break it off she did.
Looks like I made the mistake of thinking a new relationship would help me forget the last. It actually ment this one had a lot to live up to and well…It didn’t. Not to say that I still have any romantic feelings for what was that’s in the past.
I reached out to the ex to extend a final attempt at a friendship it was declined (no reply) so that’s put that to bed.
Ive been filling my time by binge watching Netflix and Pokémon Go…..
I’m looking forward to the new update I will be out walking all the time !
Match 4 2017
So the end of today went weird…
A text off the ex. So less than a week ago she was removing me from her instergram and a week before that I mesaaged to say hope all was well and got no response I get this.
I don’t think I would have been up for a catch up…
A – Hey what’s up with you?
Me – just getting by day today with nothing much to do just deal with the anxity and shit that goes with a bad break up and accepting that there will not be a friendship and feeling a bit hurt and scorned…. How about you ?
Maybe this will eventually happen but I won’t hold my breath.