This image has really got me tonight.
My life feels a bit down the drain at the moment feel like I’m going threw the motions have I felt suicidal no… But I find it hard to realise when I am. I get close but I could never leave my kids.
When I’ve been close to jumping I’ve thought about them. Thoughts of them are what hold me to the bridge.
You see my life is shit at the moment and I’m doing things to change that.
Im being creative . Writing a book , playing in a band , publishing and selling my photography and creating blogs.
The problem is I don’t have someone to share this with.
Same shit has caused me to be alone again. I fucking hate it. I don’t think I can take the hurt again. I just want to be loved and love in return instead of being told I am when I’m not. Pretty much how all of my relationships end..
Just a down day today I suppose.
I am a MASSIVE fan of creativity in any form. It could be a joke , art , crafts , blogs ,videos ,expressionism , music , acting the list could go on pages.
The top and bottom off it I feel it’s important for us to express to release.
Don’t fear it , don’t fear judgement. I have taken part in many types of creativity and 9/10 times it creates happiness .
Just the other day my partner was making crafts for a fair and I got stuck in. She showed me how to transfer a pattern on to wood and it was a great thing to share in that creative outlet.
People who aren’t creative well I feel they are repressed just waiting for someone to drag them up a mountain so they can scream and let themselfs go.
Once you let your power out and show other people your creativity and all round positiveness you help with creating a better world.
It’s can be anything the other day I turned a quote from my tipsy partner into a meme .
It gave us all on Facebook a great laugh.
You got to let it out be creative . You could even write a blog ☺️✌️
Once upon a time in a far away land called Doom City. (Were all the bad guys are living). Darth Vader and Megatron have captured two people from Nice Land.
Grimlock and Winston from nice land decided to go to Doom City to rescue the nice people. It was very far away. The quickest way was threw dinosaur land.
Winston could see one dinosaur on a mountain. Grimlock could see a dragon round a corner.
“Darth Vader and Megatron have sent us to kill you!” Said the dragon.
Right then Winston and Grimlock knew they would have to fight.
Grimlock bit off the Dragons tail. Poor Winston was hurt by the dinosaur but managed to scare him away.
Winston and Grimlock arrived at Doom City.
“Why are you two here?” Said Darth Vader.
“We are here to rescue the prisoners.” Said Winston.
“Foolish people! Loads of heroes have tried before and had a major fail.” Said Megatron.
“Do you want to do this fight and stop chattering?” Said Grimlock.
“Attack!” Shouted Darth Vader and Megatron.
Winston turned on his side and rolled over the guards.
Grimlock kicked over Darth Vader and Started to eat him. Megatron swung his sword at Grimlock but missed. Grimblock span round his tail and knocked over megatron and began to eat him.
Winston rescued the survivors and they lived happily ever after.