You ever had a good dream woke up and thought god daym I was enjoying that. We’ll that happened last night I have three vivid dreams that I woke up from I can only remember one.
Zombie apocalypse !!
I was running down a street being chased by some of the undead however they were quite a distance from me. There was another guy running with me but I didn’t know him.
I could see I hiding spot behind a old wall ….
No idea what it was doing in a city.
I was hoping the other guy would keep running and draw the zombies away from me. He instead joined me ..that’s when I turned into a dick.
I told him “stay here I will get help” jumped out from the wall and through a stone against it making noise so zombies were attracted to him and I got away while they got him…
Went into the rest of the house to see a dog chained up in the living room barking. I went back into the garage to get something to cut his chain.
It was atractting lots of zombies so I was going to let him outside to give them a run and destract once again from me. This time though the dog just walked through them as they headed to me…….
Anyway there was quite a bit more to that dream but I’m getting tired and hoping I have a good dream again tonight.
This is how I feel most days . I think I am miss understood quite a bit. My friends often say that I always have the right things to say . It’s because I’ve thought of about Ten things to say and twenty senarios that could caused by that and then I run them threw my head over and over.
Then I pick what to say.
I’ve been trying very hard to focus on my happiness at the moment and for the most part it is paying off.
This time last year I was so happy. New love and we shared an amazing bank holiday together. I won’t forget that. Was that my one chance of Real happiness . Probably not. It’s a great memory though .
I can’t be that happy again I just no it.
I suppose right now I’m quite numb but pained. Strange sentence right.
I was lonley and not ready to get into a relationship for whatever reason I’ve tried. Just can’t find it. So I’ve been filling my life up to the brim. Extra time with my kids , going to the gym , doing my photography and catching up with friends.
I do have hope though. I am going to list what I hope for . Maybe one day I will look back on it and I will have some off these things.
* To feel healthy
* To fall in love
* To make more friends
* Be financially stable
Maybe some goals and things I hope for are easier to achieve than others. Let’s see what the future brings.
So far I have lost 4 pounds in about 5 days . Usually taking the weightloss pills twice a day with meals.
I have also exercised 3 times
I am happy with the results as I do not want weight dropping to quick.
I have been looking at some old pictures after my last successful diet.
(Feel free to find me on Instagram)
Man I no I will have taken that with a good angle but I look skinny compared to what I am like now. This is something to aim for . I’ve done it before and I can do it again.
I’ve also been doing some research apparently I need to try and do my cardio workout early in the morning before I have eaten. This way when I achieve my target heart rate I will burn fat directly instead of the foods eaten first.
I will have to work out when to take the pills as it’s to be taken with food. Will try taking after gym and see how this all works out.
If you have any tips feel free to drop a comment ✌️