I suppose right now I’m quite numb but pained. Strange sentence right.
I was lonley and not ready to get into a relationship for whatever reason I’ve tried. Just can’t find it. So I’ve been filling my life up to the brim. Extra time with my kids , going to the gym , doing my photography and catching up with friends.
I do have hope though. I am going to list what I hope for . Maybe one day I will look back on it and I will have some off these things.
* To feel healthy
* To fall in love
* To make more friends
* Be financially stable
Maybe some goals and things I hope for are easier to achieve than others. Let’s see what the future brings.