So she shared a song with me last night and after listening close to the lyrics today it was inane man it’s exactly how I feel.
I mean check the lyrics above. I’m definitely broken but I no that she is truly the first person I’ve felt like this for I will never leave her.
The crazy thing is after telling her . Those lyrics is exactly how I feel from my perspective and she said the reason she had shared that with me was it’s how she felt too.
Man I’m in love.
This it so true right now.
I feel lonely a lot of the time at the moment and it’s something I’ve always stressed about.
I’m 30 I have two kids and I want to share my life with someone. I had horrible break ups . I don’t no if I’ve got the strength to try again and if I do I’m not meeting anyone any time soon.
I seam to be stuck in a cycle at the moment. I can almost feel my anxiety bubbling under the surface ready to explode .
I am for the most part controling it.
Work has been rough recently too lots of changes and things just generally going tits up.
I look forward to my sleep. Listing to my podcasts as I drift off….