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Chill Out.

Yeah this is one of the most useless things you can say to someone with anxiety.

Let’s face it though we’ve said it too ourselves. I know when I’m in a situation like that I will be saying over and over to myself in my head “don’t be anxious , don’t be anxious.” Hoping for once my brain might listen.

Pessimist.

I used to be a pessimist and on my bad days I can definitely slip back into that.

I try to be an optimist and look at the positives in every situation to remember the amazing times but also the horrible times and realized they shaped me.

But sometimes looking for the good in everything,in people. Has left me hurt and in the same cycle. one that I have broken. Best was to break it is to be happy to just be me and to just focus on being a Dad.

I don’t want anyone else. I said it before that was it for me and I ment it.

I no that people think because I have new friends etc that I’m idk… But those people are jealous people who need to find shit to throw at people. Your not supposed to care so don’t.stay out of it. Otherwise your lying to yourself and doing a piss pour job of it.

We Won’t Stand For ….

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
We’re both such magnificent liars.
So crush me baby, I’m all ears.
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
I’ll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about “cleaning up my act…”

We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.

So sick, so sick of being tired.
And oh so tired of being sick.
Willing and ready to prove the worst of everything you said about.
So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
So good at setting bad examples.
Listen, trick, I’ve had all I can handle.

We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.
We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore.

Think of all the fun you had.
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
(We won’t stand for)
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and I
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
I can barely smile
(We won’t stand for)
[x2]

Let’s go
He’s smoked out in the back of the van
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
Says he’s held up with holding on and on and on and on and on
He’s smoked out in the back of the van
(We won’t stand for hazy eyes anymore)
Says he’s held up with holding on and on and on and on and on

Absolute feels.

Well Shit…

I’ve had a bit of a meh day. Nothing really to complain about I’m just a bit of a winge 😂

Woke up this morning with a horrible man cold. I can’t stop sneezing and anyone who knows me knows that’s loud and explosive.

Works been challenging for a while. My colleague has just retired and now I have a team of 4 people that I am training.

Its hard work. Id rather do it all on my own especially when I’m feeling run down.

So after I grabbed the kids decided that tea out would be a good idea.

I bought a new water play Matt for Isabelle so was playing with that for quite a while she was more interested in my beard tbh 😂

Im definitely her favorite.

Then I nipped to the gym for a run. Thought it may shake my head a bit…but it didn’t. Snotty and sweaty is not a great look 🙈

Then it was some chill time before bed.

I’m looking forward to my weekend plans. Traveling again. Just hope I can shake this cold before then!

Get Lost.

I am still in love but I’m not hurting anymore. I am finding myself again. I am putting the right people first.

I’ve enjoyed my weekend away with the kids and a long weekend off work.

Today was the first time in ages where I just relaxed .

I’m in a really good place at the moment lots of things are coming together.

Can’t believe how many Google searches I get a day from the same IP …. Obsessive much ?

Crazy…..

This is so true! I’ve found some interesting things out over the last week that are actually on a hole new level.

You see people have tried too look at my blogs and my life and try to pigeon hole me into a disorder or hope that I would fit neatly into a box making there life easier to pass judgement.

The truth is. As most of my long time followers will no I do not have a diagnosed mental condition . Never have and have never seeked help until recently.

I have however had very close relationships with people with mental health issues and have actually been a long time carer for one. So to say I understand and sympathize would I think be a understatement.

“Is he obsessive ?”

“Does he have two personally types?”

“Is he OCD?”

“Is he a loner?”

Honesty some real crack attempt at analysing someone hoping to god you would get lucky and there would be evidence of that. Bingo! Oh no false call 😂

The best thing out of this at the moment is my friendships are getting stronger and restoring with people. The help and support they give is unbelievable and things I’ve seen and can use are going to be really good help.

So once again I shall sleep well. Feeling very good at the moment .

Of course dosent mean that I don’t love or hurt. I’m just used to the hurt now.